Month of Complicated

Well this month is a busy month for me. A month that really complicated, full of busy time, a lot of assignments, conflict between each others, problem in the organization, and all of the pressures is very close with me for this month. Yeah, May is the month that full of story and pressure for me. Starting that 2 weeks that full of national competitions, ALSA UI and The ICON Untar, we did good but unfortuantely, we didn't win for both of those competitions. The pressure of the competitions is something that me and several of my friends feel that it is make us very tired. After that, the busy time is continue when I am be a commitee for subtitling competition for internal of my campus and external from the other campus. Subtitling competition, and then problem in the organization between several of the members. There is a problem that it is makes situation is messed up. One say that, another one say this, the other want say another again, it is a messy situation. Well, personally, due to the fact that I'm tired and feel stressed up after the competitions and being a commitee, after something makes me angry, I decided keep my mouth shut and keep my anger just for myself. Days has been flow, another conflict is come between me and several persons. It is about being a new candidate for the next leader in my organization. Honestly, it makes me really angry and have a conclude that everyone can be an angel and can be a devil in a single time. Fortunately, the conflict has been resolved by us and each side have been satisfied with each agreement that we were agree. After of those stories from this whole days in a single month, the conclude is this month is full of pressure, problems, and also a little bit messy. But just take a positive thinking and also positive side from each problems. We can know that first, it is better to keep your anger, etc, just for yourself. It is useless to show your anger, dissapointed, etc, because it's just can make problems or conflicts more worst. Second, do not believe in each persons or a words that just a gossip that you've been heard about. Honestly, I try to believe to every persons that I met, but everything is change since it is come a gossip or a words that peoples think that it is from my word or I do that, so they will think that I'm a bad person. It is a good idea to keep your idea, dissapointed with specific person, or anything else just for yourself and the only know about that is only yourself. We don't know which one is an angel and which one is a devil. Both of them are quiet similiar if you live in a society that have a different peoples. The other thing that it is makes me feel to think hard and have a pressure about that is become a leader for my organization and the final exam. Yet, it is still unknown that where the campaign and also the ellections is held. But I hope that I can be the next leader if a chance on my side. I want to make my organization is more better that before, make each persons in my organization growing up together, being a leader together, and teach them to be a better person. I hope that next month will be more friendly with me. I'm just can pray to God that everything will be okay, makes me be a better person, give me a strength to pass each day and not to easy to giving up, give me a great thing and also another experience that it is very usefull for me, and the important one is God will be with me and also direct my way through all the days. Tot de volgende keer, God zal leiden en zegen mij. Dank U and God bless!