6 Promises for Myself
At this time, there are so many things happen for me. Most of them are the things or stories that I didn't want to know it. But, the good thing is I think I got several lessons from what is happened to me right now. This lessons are teach me when I got those things that makes me feel upset to the people around me. After I think and keep thinking about this one in this recent weeks, I commit myself to have named "6 Promises for Myself." What is "6 Promises for Myself" anyway? 6 promises is a things that I make for myself to more caution with the condition and also more selective with the person that I choose. You know that friends and enemies are similiar to me, both of them are just like a reflections that haunting me for all days. So, to make another bad things happen and to prevent any conflicts with another persons, I commit myself to make "6 Promises for Myself". So, what is the content of the "6 Promies for Myself" itself? The contents are :
1. Never Trust Anyone
This one is a logic one for me since I've been dissapointed by several peoples around me. I've been dissapointed because I have already trust them but it seems that they are not trust with me. The extreme one is several of peoples are make my dream lost and must forget it forever. It seems that trusting anyone and anybody with wholeheartedly is the mistake that I have been made. Never trust anyone because all of them are have a reasons why they are standing with you and after they get it, you are alone and also you are on your own.
2. Never Expect Anyone or Anybody
Same with the number 1 but if the number one is about trust, number 2 is about expecting people. Expecting people such as help us, and something kinda like that. It is better now to work alone withou expecting someone or somebody because if they just help us only a half way, all of our dream or target will be disappear and lost forever. It happens to me now, and this time, all of my dreams are lost because of expecting too much with other peoples.
3. Be a Cold Person
This is not be a person that full of ice, it is about a person that don't really care about around me and don't really care about anything such as another persons problem. Be a cold person because I've been tired to help people. Not because I hate to helping people, but I dissapointed because where they are when myself need a help?
4. Focus with Only Myself, Not Others
Yes this one is an important thing I think. At sevral times, it seems that I have been focus on other peoples than myself. It is time to focus with myself, and never involve with others problem. Even they need my help to give a suggest or e.t.c, just give an asnwer that "I don't know". It's a soft thing to do to tell that I don't know, if they are insist, extreme action is allowed.
5. Think About Only My Dreams, Targets, and Achievements without Thinking Others
I've been helping peoples in several things, but know, it's time to help myself, not them. It is enough to helping peoples targets, dreams, or achievements. After I help them, then what? I don't get anything, even a word "thank you" is not. When I focused on myself, several peoples are trying anything to stop me and my dream. I have been be a nice guy at this time, if anybody or anyone are trying again to stop me and my dream, achievements, e.t.c, extreme action is a best thing to do.
6. Be Careful on Which Side That you Stand or Live
There are so many peoples that it seems like ther are good and nice with you but there are something that is is hide for you and they are not looks like nice as you think. Be careful on which person that you trust. Not of them are the persons that you can't trust. Once you stand or live in a wrong side or decision, you are end up.
The truth for this one is I never expect to do this and commit myself to be kinda like that, but the condition is force me to do that. Not because I am becoming bad or a be a cruel person, I'm just want to make a caution with myself. I don't want dissapointed by other peoples and also I don't want my another dreams are gone or lost because of several persons. I am just tired because of my condition for this recent times, ang people again and again give me a pressure, pressure, and pressure. It seems like my head and my heart wants to blowing up. I just want even just a one thing that can makes me happy and someone that standing with me together. I don't know until when I keep this promises and exist in myself, only the time and the conditions will answer it.
1. Never Trust Anyone
This one is a logic one for me since I've been dissapointed by several peoples around me. I've been dissapointed because I have already trust them but it seems that they are not trust with me. The extreme one is several of peoples are make my dream lost and must forget it forever. It seems that trusting anyone and anybody with wholeheartedly is the mistake that I have been made. Never trust anyone because all of them are have a reasons why they are standing with you and after they get it, you are alone and also you are on your own.
2. Never Expect Anyone or Anybody
Same with the number 1 but if the number one is about trust, number 2 is about expecting people. Expecting people such as help us, and something kinda like that. It is better now to work alone withou expecting someone or somebody because if they just help us only a half way, all of our dream or target will be disappear and lost forever. It happens to me now, and this time, all of my dreams are lost because of expecting too much with other peoples.
3. Be a Cold Person
This is not be a person that full of ice, it is about a person that don't really care about around me and don't really care about anything such as another persons problem. Be a cold person because I've been tired to help people. Not because I hate to helping people, but I dissapointed because where they are when myself need a help?
4. Focus with Only Myself, Not Others
Yes this one is an important thing I think. At sevral times, it seems that I have been focus on other peoples than myself. It is time to focus with myself, and never involve with others problem. Even they need my help to give a suggest or e.t.c, just give an asnwer that "I don't know". It's a soft thing to do to tell that I don't know, if they are insist, extreme action is allowed.
5. Think About Only My Dreams, Targets, and Achievements without Thinking Others
I've been helping peoples in several things, but know, it's time to help myself, not them. It is enough to helping peoples targets, dreams, or achievements. After I help them, then what? I don't get anything, even a word "thank you" is not. When I focused on myself, several peoples are trying anything to stop me and my dream. I have been be a nice guy at this time, if anybody or anyone are trying again to stop me and my dream, achievements, e.t.c, extreme action is a best thing to do.
6. Be Careful on Which Side That you Stand or Live
There are so many peoples that it seems like ther are good and nice with you but there are something that is is hide for you and they are not looks like nice as you think. Be careful on which person that you trust. Not of them are the persons that you can't trust. Once you stand or live in a wrong side or decision, you are end up.
The truth for this one is I never expect to do this and commit myself to be kinda like that, but the condition is force me to do that. Not because I am becoming bad or a be a cruel person, I'm just want to make a caution with myself. I don't want dissapointed by other peoples and also I don't want my another dreams are gone or lost because of several persons. I am just tired because of my condition for this recent times, ang people again and again give me a pressure, pressure, and pressure. It seems like my head and my heart wants to blowing up. I just want even just a one thing that can makes me happy and someone that standing with me together. I don't know until when I keep this promises and exist in myself, only the time and the conditions will answer it.
"Who put this thing together? Me, that’s who! Who do I trust? Me!"
"I never fucked anyone over in my life who didn’t have it coming to ’em."
"Every day above ground is a good day."
"I always tell the truth. Even when I lie."
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